“I am being hired and then very soon I am laid off. It’s been already 4 times it happened in the last 4 years. I had a stable career previously”.
You are not in your life purpose. Energy changed dramatically over the last 4 years – it started earlier, but now it’s getting here – and you are not going to repeat your past. What was working then, does not work now. You are not to be hired. You need to pick “your job”. You will go from here to there, deliberately, on a purposeful journey now. You’ll know when your “job” there is done. You will be much more in line (and in flow) knowing, in a way, this is your job, your career now. Money will mostly come from your laying offs and termination bonuses – you may take it as a sign it is time. “Projects” are there to be finished now.
Let that flow go, accept it as your job, and you will know what to choose, what jobs to take and why.
And have fun!
